Something wrong..

There is something seriously wrong. Been reflecting and thinking, really need to do something to change. Past 2.5 years in school makes me feel quite demoralised, thought that I can stop feeling that way (or feel less of it..) after coming to the 社会大学. Ha... worse... Feel totally... helpless, useless... 真是无奈...

I know there is alot of things that I should have done and reacted to them in a certain manner, but then, dont know leh, dont know why I do it in another way instead. But I think I am learning. If there is nothing very technical for me to bring home from this job, there is definitely alot of soft skills I seen and know that I should pick up. In any case, haiz, since I wont be here for long, forget it... get it over and done with and I hope I will (be able to remember and) apply those soft skills I seen here to the new environment that I am moving to soon... =( but I got a not so good feeling that I will fall into the same situation again... haiz...